i am sorry to everyone who reads this . just some random thaughts that had to be said...
some things in life are worth forgetting, if i could forget certian people who i may have loved or hurt, or caused me pain it might make life better, but how would you ever know what you felt. everything worth forgetting runs so deep, your emotions are the felt so strongly it makes you who you are the pain you feel or the strength of love makes you better. sometimess i don't realy know what i'm saying. like i can't make a true stance for anything i say because i am contradicting myself. none of it gets said because what i think at one moment i rationalize the next , and sometimes i forget what or why i thought the original statement. living in my own head scares me sometimes... how is anyone supposed to make sense of what i say when i can't understand it myself, and if that is true how is anyone supposed to love you if they don't know you or understand you or even accept you, because you have to understand somthing to say you love it or it becomes a false love